dear maria, count me in.'s Polyvore

I feel like no one is going to see this or read it or anything. Haha. But I felt like it was about time that I made a set. It's been almost two years!
 
Not much has changed since I was on here last. Well, I did fall in love with this amazing guy... I haven't seen him since November but he's coming back in like two months and I'm so excited. :D
His name is...... baseball. Hahaha. Specifically the Minnesota Twins! So I guess I fell in love with forty or so guys, not just one.
 
I'm a junior in high school and... umm... I drive now... my car is named Enrique. Love him.
 
Other than that, I guess not much has really changed. Haha.
 
Anyway, since no one's even going to read that... bye (:

this set is for mickeymoose (:
happy 15th birthday !! technically, your birthday isn't until the 9th... but i'm going to be in chicago, so i made it a few days early!
have a GREAT birthday! and i hope you have a safe // fun // not stressful move (:
 
* watch this;
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gmA3_l0PqZQ&feature=related
x] ahaha.
 
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oh oh oh
how was i supposed to know
that you were
oh oh over me?
i think that i should go
something's telling me to leave
but i won't
cause i'm damned if i do ya
damned if i don't
- Damned If I Do Ya // All Time Low
 
Dear All Time Low,
No, I will NOT count you in, because your new album sucks!! - Nothing Personal
 
haha i'm just kidding of course! it's a joke because the album title is nothing personal.
get it?
get it?
hah wow. i'm lame.
i pre-ordered the album along with a shirt that says...
"@ all time low. your new album SUCKS. -nothing personal."
x]

summertime!
it's our vacation!
 
haha sadly i still have two more days :(
BUT on the bright side, they are going to be very short! every class will be extended to one hour long, and tomorrow will be 1-4 hours only [we leave at 11:25! wooo!] then thursday will be the same type of thing, but 5-7 hours and we leave at 10:25!! so i'm going home with my friend on thursday and were gonna have a sleepover. i'll probably fall asleep at 8. haha x]
 
today was the seniors last day...
so like 5 minutes before 7th hour [last hour] ended, all the seniors gathered in the commons. they threw confetti and paper and stuff like that, and they were just screaming really loud :] and chanting stuff like OH NINE and... suck my c***. hahaha none of the teachers even cared, they were all laughing! we werent supposed to leave 7th hour but me and my friend snuck out of the classroom because we wanted to see what they were doing. :D
 
the senior prank still hasn't happened, so obviously they are planning on coming back. haha last year they let 3 chickens free in the school that said #1, #2, and #4 so everyone was looking for #3 x] the year before that they came to school on a day they didnt have to and had a barbeque in the parking lot. lol i've heard lots of rumors of what it might be but... i'm going to keep them to myself :]
 
today i almost got covered in silly string! lmao. but they got the guy right in front of me. :D haha sucks for him. ohh and this one kid was carrying a boombox around on his shoulder all day, during passing time, playing music. lol there should be pictures on flickr soon because i saw the nerdy guy [who takes pictures of EVERYTHING at my school and uploads them online] taking pictures of it!
 
lalalala. what else happened? not much really... lol. i should go study for finals. when i mentioned my schedule earlier i left out this part..
 
WEDNESDAY;
bio final [everything we learned the whole year]
spanish final [again, whole year]
health final [trimester]
 
THURSDAY;
math final [once again, whole year]
geography final [trimester]
english final [just on romeo and juliet]
 
can you say, FML?!
 
okayy off to study =/
wish me luck.
 
btw, if you are a jonas brothers fan go here; http://soundcheck.walmart.com/jonas-brothers
it's some concert, i dunno what it was for. BUT, i LOVEE poison ivy! especially the part where it goes "everybody gets the itch, everybody hates that..."
i think you can figure out on your own what word would come next... :D bahah
 
if you read it all, comment with anything :] say whatever you please!! lolll

hello :]
i put the exact tee, tank, shorts, and flip flops behind the picture. the belt is from abercrombie kids, i got it like a year ago for $5! and then my ipod touch and a juicy couture charm bracelet [:
 
8 days of school left! not including weekends... haha. 7 if you count the half days as one! i'm optimistic :D
 
real life pics coming up next. they don't like show my whole face or anything... haha. i was just bored [:

do you really wanna hurt me baby?
i never wanted this to happen
you've been acting crazy, so haley
Hurricane Haley // Forever the Sickest Kids
 
this is kinda random... but FTSK reminded me of it... the new version of whoa oh! with selena gomez is HORRIBLE. no offense to anyone who likes it, but i think it's a complete fail. haha well anyways, hurricane haley is my favorite song by them! and hopefully selena won't screw that one up too!! lol
 
i made this set a while ago. not sure how long it's been... after i publish this i'll check how long ago i clipped the font and that's how long it's been :] haha it sucks, i know.
 
so today was pretty normal. aka boring.
 
in bio we began our FETAL PIG DISSECTION! i have to admit, it's interesting. once you get over the initial shock of it, and the smell, it's not that bad. although some people didn't agree with me... because... one girl cried, one girl almost threw up, one girl actually threw up, and one girl almost fainted so she had to do a virtual dissection online. =/
TOMORROW IS MY DAY TO BE DISSECTOR! haha we are in groups of three and we rotate jobs [recorder, cleaner, and dissector] today is was the cleaner :] i'm kind of not looking forward to it... watching the dissection and actually doing it are two way different things. whatever.
 
oh btw, i have bio 4th hour, and lunch 5th hour. like SERIOUSLY? it sucks. haha
 
one more random thing...
you know that trip to australia i talk about alot? last night i randomly found pictures of it made into a video on youtube! it was a different group from a different area, but it's the same exact places and itinerary :]
i was naming all the places as i saw the pictures! ohh the memories. LOL.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AnKb1BgAfEU
notice the dorky, hideous polo shirts we have to wear. only on the plane rides though [:
at 1:26, i have a picture almost EXACTLY like that! it's the same place, and the sunset looks alot like that and the windmill is in the background!
 
at 2:14, that's the ferry that took us from the whitsundays out to the great barrier reef! 2-1/2 hour trip =/ alot of people got seasick. ew. haha
 
at 3:00, that's the hotel we stayed at for a few days in the whitsundays! it was soo gorgeous!
 
lallala yep. very random. but i just felt like sharing :] hahah
 
BTW, my pig was originally named FLOYD. then we checked and turns out, it's a girl.
so now its named FLOYDA! ahaha x] well the first name was wilbur
then dallas
then lloyd
then floyd
and now floyda :] it sounds kinda like your trying to say florida. haha
 
OMGOMGOMG one more thing! IM GOING TO MYRTLE BEACH IN AUGUST ! wooo :] with my friend and her family and her brothers friend and her sisters bf. haha funn. btw her sister is like 21 [: in case you were thinking it was weird that her bf is coming. were staying in a house right on the beach! for a week [: it's gonna be funn!
 

sorry that i'm so random.
haha.
if you read all that write...
"hurricane haley" :]
 
P.S. edit of one of my old sets coming up... you'll see what i mean... haha x]

5/17/09. Roy Wilkins Auditorium. St. Paul, Minnesota. Believers Never Die Part Deux.
 
okay first of all, the people that were there;
Hey Monday
Metro Station
Cobra Starship
All Time Low
Fall Out Boy
Jeffree Star (hahah)
Bill Beckett
Travis McCoy (gym class heroes)
and some other random girl (:
 
lalalala. so i'll explain the pictures...
 
1. the biggest one: all time low! alex gaskarth is the one with the guitar and his fist in the air, jack is waaay on the left (barely in the picture) and zack is in the middle, and rian is on the drums, but you can hardly see him cause it was so dark!
 
2. the second biggest one, an orange-red color: EVERYONE! during fall out boys last song. its hard to tell from the picture, but alex started singing with patrick stump!
 
3. just to the right of the last one, one top. it has a blue color: everyone again! if you look behind it, theres a picture with all these arrows... i'll tell you who they point to...
green arrow: trace cyrus
red arrow: pete wentz
yellow arrow: gabe saporta
orange arrow: alex gaskarth <3
 
4. under the last one: everyone again. most of my pictures were at the end, when everyone was onstage. haha
 
5. top of the third column: fall out boy, featuring gabe saporta :) hes wearing the red checkered shirt!
 
6. under last one: fall out boy!
 
7. under the last one: very end! it was so bright!! hahah everyone again (:
 
8. bottom one in the third column: someones hand! this was after the 7th picture, RIGHT before they walked off stage!
 
yeeep. my friends MET gabe saporta, and the rest of cobra starship at the mall a few hours before the concert! well they didnt meet vicky t, because she was in the bathroom cause she was sick. lol yeahh. but they got autographs on their posters and shirts and shoes! ughhh lucky! and they talked for 15 minutes!! i'm still really jealous!
 
we missed hey monday, because the tshirt line was so long! but thats okay, because they were my first choice if i had to miss someone! LOL. i got an ATL tee and a fall out boy one :) the people were vicious! you had to push to the front, cause there was no real line. the girl behind me was like twice my size, and she kept pushing up against me. then her dad goes "yeah, keep that girl in front of you warm!" and i look at my friends like, "HELP ME!" lol but finally we got our tshirts, pushed our way out of the crowd and...
 
RAN to our section. i think we looked pretty ridiculous ;) but our section was 208, and the way we were running you could only see the odd numbers, so we ran past 207, then got to 209 and we were FREAKING out at that point, because we thought all time low was next and we absolutely could not miss them! then when we turned around we saw the number 208 so we went in and there were our seats! right on the aisle, row 3 :)
our 3 friends and one of their moms had the seats right behind us too, so that was pretty awesome!
 
then metro station went on, the sang [for sure] kelsey, control, and shake it, but i dont remember what else. trace cyrus is sooo much cooler than one of his certain siblings! in between control and shake it, trace goes, "now i know you guys can lose control, but can you shake it?!" and everyone screamed SOOO loud x]
 
then theres some music, IM ON BOAT! and a few other songs...
then cobra starship played some songs, during bring it they sang some of hollaback boy with jeffree star! you can see all of that in this video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qMaqYMfYlUA
 
um, then ALL TIME LOW!
before they come onstage they stand at the bottom of the stairs (duh) and i was FREAKING out. my heart was beating so fast, and i was shaking! then they came onstage. and i thought it was a dream x] im like "is this real?!" LOL. then my friend screamed really loud right by my ear and i figured out it was. hahah. before dear maria alex mentioned gonoh.rrea, and i screamed really loud because i know it rhymes with maria, so i figured out what he was getting at :) then he goes "i'll make you a deal, iif at least half of the people here take of their shirts by the end of this song, i'll not only take off my shirt, but i'll also fuc.k you all in the mouth!" and i screamed. my friends like "wow, you WOULD scream for that!" heres a video of all of that: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mabF1OgEEgg&feature=related
 
they sang;
the beach
jasey rae
dear maria
poppin champagne
six feet under the stars
weightless
 
then FALL OUT BOY! amazing. so amazing.
i only knew like 5 of the songs they sang though, out of 12 or so. but they were REALLY GOOD! in the middle of their set we did the wave, as seen in this video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VVexEGYIXoI you can kinda see me at :06, but im just a bright red blob. LOL.
 
the concert was FIVE hours long! but i enjoyed every minute of it!! hahah so we left around 11:30pm...
and i got home at 12:15am, took a shower, and went to sleep at like 1:30am after i finished my english homework i had totally forgotten about!!
 
there was alot more that happened, but i already wrote a mini-novel so i think i'll just leave it at that :)
OHMYGOSH ONE MORE THING!
all time low was added to a few select dates of the warped tour...
AND THEY ARE COMING TO MINNESOTA! DAY AFTER MY BIRTHDAY! WOOO! YES!! with nevershoutnever, the maine, 3OH!3, and ALOT more bands! i'm so excited :D
 
if you read all of that [i highly doubt anyone did] write "believers never die!" because they DONT :)
 
btw,gabe saporta said i'm a cobra for life!
woooo!! FANGS UP :) haha only true fans would get it.
 
im bringing sassy back!
lalalal i love cobra starship x]

(but i'm not paranoid. haha i'm EXCITED!)
in 24 hours, hey monday will take the stage of the roy wilkins auditorium in st. paul, minnesota. and I will be in the crowd :)
 
um,
i already told my friends to catch me when all time low comes onstage, because i'm definitely going to faint! i really hope they sing dear maria count me in! they probably will, since it's their most popular song (on itunes at least).
OMGOMGOMG.
 
look how small this place is:
http://www.rivercentre.org/images/27.jpg
see how theres the second level, but split into 2 levels kinda? we're sitting on the lower of those 2 levels! we're gonna be pretty close. my seats are where that orange star type thing is on the map (on the set). not gonna say eexactly what row... hello, STALKERS?! ahaha x]
i'll tell you AFTER tomorrow night!
 
i'm gonna be freaking exhausted on monday. but you know what? its waaay worth it. so yeah. thats whats happening in my life right now! finals are coming up soon (18 days left of school!) and if i dont do well on them... im screwed. ahaha. my grades arent the best right now!
 
i was gonna go to the forever the sickest kids concert tonight, but my parents told me i had to choose one. because if not i'll be suuuper tired on monday so whatever, i chose 5 amazing bands over 3 amazing ones (ftsk AND the cab and a rocket to the moon). hmmm. there was a school dance last night! SOO fun. except i wish i would've gone with other people... but oh well :) i thought i had to go with this one girl b/c we were making shirts for tonight... and now were not even going! ahaa
 
watch JONAS at 8/7 central, or whatever other times there are! hahah in like, cali do they say 8/7 central or like 6/5 pacific? psshh dont laugh at me im dumb x]
anyway, you should watch it. i've already seen it alot but i'm still gonna watch it because...
the pizza girls name is MARIA!
like in one scene joe says,
"maria, do you like motorcycles? because you would look great in my side car!"
and im like YESS I WOULD :)
ahaha. i wish he was actually talking to me!
and yes, i'm well aware that they can't really act. but i still love the show, for some reason x]
 
btw, in the music section i put my favorite song by each artist! the all time low one is obvious without even looking... just take a look at my screenname. (:

hmm, i forgot how much i loved this song until someone left a comment about it on my last set!
nevershoutnever is amazing.
i have to admit, i didn't know he was only one person until... a week ago. lmao. i thought it was a band ;) whoops.
 
guess what?!
my cousin is getting married in august on this island "up north" and i get to drive part of the way there! cause i'll get my permit on the first of august! so i get to drive from here to duluth. fun! hahah i'm excited to get my permit (:
 
today i went shopping with my mother, and i was in oldnavy buying flip flops, and my mom was on the other side of the store. then they started playing 'got me goin crazy' and im like HOLY JONAS! so i grab my flip flops and go to the other side of the store and tell my mom.
i'm such a freak. ;)
 
CONCERTS;
6 days until FTSK.
7 until cobra starship.
39859875 until JB.
ahahah jk. but it's alot. 58 i think?
 
peacee <3
 
should i make a real life set? i might...

anyone have any song suggestions? just write one, a few, or more songs and who they are by down there v ! thanks. i'm bored, and i want to listen to new music (:
btw, no JB or all time low. i already have all of their songs on itunes. hahaha
 
btw, isnt that a cute picture of alex? haha i love him (:
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lets see, where do i start?
today SUCKED.
first of all, my parents are divorced. its all good, they have been for a while, and this has nothing to do with that. you just needed to know that to understand the story. LOL.
 
so my stepmom had a baby (grayson joseph! <3) in june, and her BEST friend got home from iraq right around the time he was born. well, about 5 or 6 months later, she found out that she was pregnant! which was perfect because then they could grow up together.
but today, at 24 weeks, they did an ultrasound, and the baby was only 7 inches when it should be 11 or 12.
they decided to induce labor, knowing the baby probably wouldnt make it.
and she didnt.
so they baptized her, named her, and then had to give her to the hospital so they can do tests on her, because she had a really rare disease, that they hardly know anything about. the chances of getting it are 1/500,000.
her name is Grace.
isn't that pretty? they named her kinda after my brother. Grayson / Grace.
they were supposed to grow up together. and be friends like their moms.
);
they even got a puppy,
so that she could grow up with a pet.
and now they have the puppy,
but no baby.
 
and thats why today sucked. );
i never got to meet her.
when i first heard she was 24 weeks, i thought it would be okay. because last night i was reading in people magazine about babies that were born at 24 or 25 weeks, and they survived and are healthy now. and they happened to all be from minnesota!
but that was before i knew about the disease, so yeah.
Rest in Peace, Grace <3
 
i feel bad, because tomorrow is mothers day. thats going to be really hard for them.
 
okay, bye.
 
"Turning my cell off just to breathe
Cause everyone I know just keeps calling me
And I just need a little time.
 
Cause I'm overcommiting myself.
I guess this is growing up
I'm sleeping so little these days.
I guess this is growing up
I'm feeling things are about to change
I'm guessing this is growin up
Yeah I'm growing up."
 
Coffee Break - Forever the Sickest Kids
 
I love that song.
most of their songs are fast paced and crazy and fun, but not this one. its insanely good.
 
btw, today i spent the day with my grandpa! it was fun. i love him :)
we went out to lunch and stuff. it took my mind off things.
 
"Now I'm done with my coffee break.
I turn on my phone.
Now that I've grown up"
 
now dont forget to suggest some of your favorite songs :)
after my depressing blog. haha
type "i'm guessing this is growing up", if you read all that!